Say You Love Me

“Opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams… That is being naked.” ~ Rob Bell”

Why Aren’t You Smiling?

“There’s no slowing down, as the world spends round and round. You gotta keep going…

So why aren’t you smiling?”

Whenever I hear that song I think of you. I think of how tired you tell me you are. And I always hope that somehow, someway I can make it better for you.

But I can’t and I’m not sure you want me to. I felt that even when you loved me, you always had this bad habit of shutting me out.

I know the first go ’round wasn’t the right timing. But for so long since then I tried to be available.. I have continued to dig deeper. I became more patient. And today, I love you more than I ever have before because I’ve dug the deepest hole in my heart fighting to keep you there. The one place I knew you’d be safe.

I wish I could complete you. I wish you could see and understand me. But it’s time that I understand there is nothing more I could give of myself if you don’t see me by now.

Now, when I hear that song, I think about me too. I’ve gotta keep going.

“You have got to lose your mind just find your peace of mind. You have gotta trust the signs. Everything will turn out fine…

So why aren’t you smiling?”

About Me

– I am an ancient soul, in a modern body, with a futuristic state of mind.


“Learning from experiences is one of the ways in which we decide if experience may frighten us, weaken us or make us self-doubt, but it may also make us stronger. Sankofa teaches there are valuable lessons to be learned from the past.”


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