It plays in my mind over again. It’s been the idea of it. Always the idea of it. That’s all I’ve ever known. But it’s the real thing that keeps it all in my mind. Never getting close enough to touch and take it all in. Constantly wondering what it is truly like. What have I missed out on? There has to be so much that I’ve not been allowed to experience. I mean, even just the idea of it was amazing. Dreaming about it almost felt real. And maybe it was real, but will I ever get the chance to know? I have to know or I’ll always think back on it. I’ll always wish that somehow I could have ignored my mind and followed my heart full speed ahead. After all, it is the greatest and most innocent thing that I have ever felt. The one thing that I would let consume me without question. I don’t understand it anymore, but maybe I don’t need to.
“It’s better to say too much, than never say what you need to say.”
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