Say You Love Me

I write mostly about my feelings

I haven’t felt anything lately

Anything at all…

And I’ve been upset about how little I’ve written

How little I’ve felt and thought and understood myself

I can’t make sense of the world

Or the people around me

I have no clue or no answer for the lack of connection

The silent communication

I’ve grown invisible to myself too

I look in the mirror thinking “Child, who are you?”

Is this the upside down?

And how do I turn it around?

How do I fix it now after all this time?

I’m done with questions

I’m done with uncertainty

Done with you, done with me

This me who isn’t me

I don’t care if you ever say you love me

I don’t care about any of it now

“Let it all go. See what stays.”