Say You Love Me

“Opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams… That is being naked.” ~ Rob Bell”

Keep Swimming

Why does everything have to be so real for me? Why must I feel what I feel when I’ve spent my whole life hiding my feelings even from myself. I try to ignore the truth of how my heart has always been a mess. I lead myself down paths I said I’d never travel. That’s me thinking with my brain but my heart always has the wheel in its hand. I can’t beat it no matter how hard I try. I’m all heart and soul, some mind sometimes. Often, I wish I could be different. I wish I never had all these feelings about people, about life and death. I’ve felt so much that sometimes I don’t feel anything… because I never had anywhere for all those feelings to go. Nowhere safe but my mind, until my mind no longer had space for all of my openness and brokenness. It’s been a journey. A journey I go alone because I have to. Eventually I’ll find someone to share it with but until then I’ll just keep swimming. I’ll keep trying to make it all make sense.

About Me

– I am an ancient soul, in a modern body, with a futuristic state of mind.


“Learning from experiences is one of the ways in which we decide if experience may frighten us, weaken us or make us self-doubt, but it may also make us stronger. Sankofa teaches there are valuable lessons to be learned from the past.”


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