I may carry on as if I am not in love with anyone but there’s still a massive area in my heart reserved for that someone that I once found incredibly charming, beautiful, irresistible and unique. I’m not even sure why I said once because to this day they are still all those things to me. It’s been months and months that have piled into years, and I would still give them every part of me. How is that so? Maybe it’s because I feel that I never really got the chance to love them the way I wanted to. Sadly, this may be a love letter they never get to read, but I hope it feels better just to get these words out in the open.
We’ve had our bad moments and history, but I guess it’s never knowing how good we could have been that keeps these feelings in my heart. As deeply as I loved, I know there could have been more. I’m not even sure if you’d remember why you loved me, but I remember everything about falling in love with you. We loved without ever truly having a chance to love one another. For so long all I’ve ever wanted to do was have the proper first chance to love you.
I wanted to love you completely, unconditionally, honestly, physically, mentally, and emotionally. Love you in so many ways. But most of all….
I’ve wanted to show you that there’s no one in the world that can place that kind of love in my heart, but YOU. I held on to a one of a kind love for a one of a kind person.
Even if I love again, it would never take the place of the love I found with you. It would never erase the way I felt all of those days. Through the good and bad, I’ll always cherish the memories of falling in love with you. <3 <3
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