Say You Love Me

“Opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams… That is being naked.” ~ Rob Bell”


So I feel I’ve let myself down a bit when it comes to this blog. It actually goes way back to 2014. In the beginning, I just loved to write and to be able to express myself in ways that I couldn’t through conversation. It’s like my mind and thoughts have always been a puzzle that needs to be solved. When I write I don’t feel so misunderstood or judged. At the same time, it’s still hard to be completely honest about how difficult things have been for me. I’ve had my ups and downs. And I’ve been fighting to find some meaning in all of the disappointments and losses. It’s like every time you take 2 steps forward you end up taking 5 backwards. Trust has been hard for me but I always find a way to see the good or believe everything has a reason. Every post has been a summary of my experiences and feelings; the good and bad. And right now, I’m in the midst of a lesson that I’m struggling to understand. I lost myself and I’ve lost a really close friend. A best friend. I’ve struggled a lot and with my mental health because with everything going on in my life sometimes it feels like I’m just cursed or that it’s easier to be alone… or to give love and never expect anything in return. I know I’m wrong but I’m tired.

About Me

– I am an ancient soul, in a modern body, with a futuristic state of mind.


“Learning from experiences is one of the ways in which we decide if experience may frighten us, weaken us or make us self-doubt, but it may also make us stronger. Sankofa teaches there are valuable lessons to be learned from the past.”


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