Say You Love Me

It’s hard not to wonder if there are days when it breaks your heart like it’s breaking mine, or are you really good at pretending that we were never lovers? When I think of you I’m reminded of the words “don’t make promises when you’re happy” because yours forever turned into nothing when I needed you to love me the most. I don’t know why I still carry all this love for you with me. There’s no place for it to go and it just sticks with me. Breaking me, bruising me, confusing me. It’s an ache in my head and heart that never goes away because I want to believe that all the good things between us were more than an illusion. That you were more than just another guy making promises you couldn’t keep.